I wasn’t born a prodigy, gifted or advanced for my level
Neither was I born with any delay
That they could say hindered my progress or ability to convey simple concepts understood by other kids my age
The challenge is seeing students be extraordinary and complimented on their brilliance and seeing kids doing poorly and neglected for their blatant disregard for the system set in place that only regards his marks and can’t put a name to his face
My apologies to the “they” in whom I should find fear in but
I cannot commit to the conformity
It’s like treason to my own body, to the God who created me
I wake every day to be educated but the poison that kills the ignition to my inspiration
Left with no perseverance to pursue ambition
I want to see the point in these math problem but
All I see is me looking for the answer in numeracy when the answer lies in the
Unborn, untapped, uncalled potential
That lives within the walls of the right side of my cerebral
It’s trapped with no key
It was locked from the moment I realized it didn’t matter
Whether I excelled in writing raps drawing or making blocks or
Understanding the complex language of music theory
It never mattered if I could make notes on a page
Translate/transpose into sound waves
My skies were green and my earth was flat
Because what I saw surpassed your expectations of the colour wheel
Or perspectives of 3D
As children we saw a different way God could’ve made the earth to be
So when I was asked to colour within the lines It was the first step they took within their classroom
Boundaries to make sure I didn’t get any ideas of stepping out of the assembly line
At the time I didn’t think to rebel because it was the same people who said they wanted the best for us who couldn’t see the best in us
At that same moment without knowing I walked right back into a slavery mindset
But have been born free
Being kept back from our own ideas and exploration of creativity
Should be a crime on civility
Punishable by any means necessary
Our youth are depending on us, to awaken and save them from
Only earning a degree to please this uprising concept that it takes a specialized program in university to earn a
Decent paying salary
To satisfy our biggest misconception of what it truly means to be happy
These school walls prison us and these textbooks preach on already envisioned history
This system only works when the students don’t know that what’s better than literacy may be
Their ability not to sit still
To speak without being spoken to
To laugh without a joke being told
To answer questions without knowing the right answer
We’re afraid of making mistakes that may be detrimental to our GPA’s that evaluate us on a piece of paper
The education system is flawed
More of us should be interested in perfecting it
Grading it and calling it out on its’ mistakes
Where is the prescription for it’s’ disorder
Where are the gauzes for it’s’ protrusions
I say the medicine is within the students
The hope is in the eye of a child
The change is in the heart of a young fighter
Stimulate our brains,
Harvest our skills
And let’s hope the brain cells been bound by the choke hold of education training
Haven’t lost sight to connecting to the body who has been long awaiting
For the revolution from within
That assembles flesh and brain matter
That ignites ambition and inspires
Our voices will unite sending chills to bones
Opening the eyes of the non-believer, the doubters
We are the breakfast club come together not out of punishment
But out of our desire to enlighten and be enlightened
By characters never analysed inside the school building we call peers
There is more to my student number than my name, my attendance and my browser history
I am a living breathing being whose voice has never been heard or whose life has never found worth
But here I am ready to be charged for disturbing the peace
This world isn’t a library it’s a self-sufficient theatre
And we’re just actors playing along to roles we’ve studied nothing about
Being directed toward the denouement before the climax
It’s in our knowledge we find curiosity already visited
It’s in schools we find teaching directed solely towards our levels of intelligence
Ranging from incompetent delayed average and beyond excelling
But my intelligence isn’t purely structured by logistics
It’s with statistics the outliers are forgotten to be included
Teachers haven’t given birth to us in flesh but like in religion we have been born again into academics
Only to grow up to lose passion for unimagineable dreams
I’m depending on a rise of a guardian to help me escape the reality of this nightmare of school producing me to be one of it’s manufactured duplicated slaves
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